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11 February 2008

Crush

Children don't get it. Everybody goes through it. I have to talk about it. Hay! As in! Nakakakilig talaga! To the highest level! The feeling of excitement when your're sitting beside your crush really really really made my heart throbbed, tingled and if pwede pa palpitated ng to the max!

I'm so confused about my dress, my hair, and myself! Buti na lang, before I went out, inubos ko muna pabango ko. I was so confident about my self that time! Yahoo! As in yahoo talaga! I tried hard to act normal naman baka mahalata niya but deep inside me, blood rushes through my veins so fast!;p

Iiihh... feels like I'm in paradise! Kahit napakainit, it's okay. Ang lapit - lapit pa niya. Yeah, we talked and we're close but hello, every girl will be shy noh if they will know na crush natin sila!

Hay, it was my lucky day eventhough he was late for that meeting. The first time I met him. He was kinda quiet. As time goes by he's maasikaso pala and he definitely changed the misconceptions I had for him 'coz he's so makwento! Sobra! Through our conversations I realized that he is so humble and funny. Napakabait, respectful and siya na ata pinakagwapo next to my Sam Concepcion!

Well, my Sam is still the best parin kahit I have "tooot" as my crush na;) Walang makakatalo sa Sam ko! He's the most gorgeous and handsome boy I ever saw. Grabeh, 'alang binatbat ang kagwapohan ng ibang artists sa my one and only Sam!;)

And mind you, "tooot" have some physical appearance like my Sam. The way he smile, the way he talk and the way his eyes goes "singkit" when he's confused: all of these, he's very unaware of! I love maputi, ewan, but I find them very neat lalo na when they have some Caucasian features.

I'm trying to forget my past dahil for the very first time, seems like naka recover na ako! (parang 50:50 noh? hahaha) kahit na hindi pa masyado, but I know, I will in the future and it takes time nga lang. I'm trying to forget him and don't worry, I will help myself naman.

As if naging kami, hanggang holding hands lang po kami don!;p Wala siyang plan mag court or I don't know. But he will be special to me always and they know that. I won't feign and pretend na totally I forget him na 'coz that would be a lie;p

(kaserola) ♥ 5:49 PM