& my world will be coloured.

03 December 2007

Love Actually

First smile. First Kiss. Figuring out his next move, reading his mind... being in a relationship may entail a lot of second guessing and trivial pursuits, but it really isn't all that difficult to understand, in the end, its really just all about love...actually.

Hay naku! I am always in love, but to be in a relationship, I'd never got there! (hahaha) I have this feeling that I have to study first before anything else. Anyway, I'm an open minded person so if I'm truely and madly in love with him, why not as long as his love is pure and geniune? There are some girls that are afraid to entertain those things (isa na ako don). Because while passion and courtship happen, so do fights and breakups. But that's the reality of love; and it's a reality everyone must be prepared for.

In a love story, there will always be positive (sappy love letters abd surprise romantic dates) and negative (phones being slammed on you, name - calling) sides. Kelan ko kaya mararanasan 'yang mga yan? It's the yin and yang of love. Whoever says that loving someone is easy, obviously hasn't really loved. It can be amazing experience, no doubt, but you should never close your eyes on the ugly truths. :)

Perceptibly, I was in love before and until now, I still love the same guy! I just don't know what's wrong with me but it's okay.(ahem...personalan na talaga to ah)

I made this poem when I was in 3rd year highschool...(don't be shocked, corny to..hehehe)

Agonizing Love

Love can be painful;
It makes my heart ache,
Love can be harmful;
It makes my soul twinge.

Knowing you since I'm little.
Dreaming you since I'm miniature;
You're my ultimate crush,
You're my greatest love.

But you adore my bestfriend.
In every way you show affection
I was really hurt and detriment,
'Coz I don't even know your intention.

I have nothing to do
Eventhough she's not in love with you,
I felt so insecure
And it left my heart sore.

Until now I'm waiting,
Hoping to receive your loving
Even if it takes me forever
Even if it costs me nothing.

It may seem daunting, but don't forget that falling in love is still an amazing experience, yes, even wiht the tears. Love's a series of compromises, understanding, and patience...and kilig, happiness and fascination.

I still believe in love, and you should too! Christmas is fast approaching! :)

(kaserola) ♥ 5:55 PM